Only He Know My Struggles....

Am I crazy? I’ve been asked this question today and I did asked myself the same question. This is because I offer myself to help my colleague from another company to work on holiday. It’s because these few days when I’m alone at home I have much more time to think about life, about my calling and all that. So I just wanted to make myself busy and forget all about it. It works and I feel much happier when I’m busy because I’m not wasting time. But in the other hand, I’m also a bit sad because I know I should be using my time for His work and not the world.

Today, my boss asks me to sms my colleague’s sister and told her that his brother (which is my colleague) is going to see a movie with me. This is because my colleague’s parents want him to be at home around 5pm something (which is a lie) because my colleague needs to help my boss in the machines. I thank God that I can stand firm and do what is right. Sometimes I do feel pressure because I’m the only Christian in my office. I told God that I want to be a different person in the office so that I have the chance to share the gospel to them when it’s the right time.

Lord I pray that I’ll be refreshed and strengthen by You everyday of my life. I believe I was place in my company for a purpose. Help me to be a blessing to my company. Amen.